Love Personified

Tonight. I finally cried. You ask why? I guess I finally let everything go. Those emotions I held back accompanying the darkest secrets in my heart. Some tears finally crawled up to my waterline and fell right on my cheeks, cheeks you love to kiss ! I was alone with my deepest thoughts when my heart screamed for help! But I saw you walking away.. further away. All I wanted was you to hold me tight, tell me I'm safe within you. I wanted to weep in your arms till I forget why. But.. You know.. Your heartbeat is my cue.. when I hold you tight.. it whispers 'you're home'! But the forehead kiss tells a different story. It confuses my heart. 'Cause I can't look into your eyes so closely. Why.. maybe 'cause I'm too scared that you'll read me and know my vulnerabilities. You're becoming a part of me. A habit, A need. Though you're not supposed to know this. I couldn't keep it inside anymore. Just so you know.. Tonight...

"...I hate you" said Diya to Jai and hung up the phone. She was shattered, regretting her words for Jai, punched in the wall with the right hand. She almost got hurt while this aggressive act that she leaned against the wall of her bedroom and slowly slide down crying hardt of her lungs. She sat on the floor, holding her legs tight in her arms such that her face was resting on her knees, she was looking down crying, her hair covered all her face. Suddenly she looked upward, her gaze lifted up to the ceiling as she wanted to scream loud but she can't. She was sobbing hard. So weak to sit that she fell down crying on the floor, her throat was soar, lips got dried, eyes were red and filled with tears, she wants to cry more but her body was tired. She fall asleep. Sound of lightening and roaring clouds filled the room and she got up frightened, she found herself lying on the floor. Her clothes were all messed up, her hair were tangled, her face looks even more beaut...

It was 5.45 in the morning the sun rays through those glass windows strike at my face so it was irritating enough to wake me up.   I opened one of eyes with laziness filled in it, I didn't want to wake up so early. I managed to place my palm as an obstacle that can stop sun rays from irritating my eyes. But this couldn’t help. I got up a little and bent on my one elbow and try to face the window. “I have to put those curtains on” I muttered.   As per needed I got up and shut those curtains. I was calmed. The darkness of the room makes me want to sleep again and so I jumped on bed again. I was in heaven. It is the best feeling everyday when you got some extra time to sleep. I turned back and smiled like I was never this much happier. It was him, sleeping.. he was so cute to wake up. The love of my life is with me. I looked at him with lil teary eyes. His hair were all messy, I still love them.. his big black eyes had big eyelashes and these eyes felt so pleasing to me when I...