I cried.
Tonight. I finally cried. You ask why? I guess I finally let everything go. Those emotions I held back accompanying the darkest secrets in my heart. Some tears finally crawled up to my waterline and fell right on my cheeks, cheeks you love to kiss ! I was alone with my deepest thoughts when my heart screamed for help! But I saw you walking away.. further away. All I wanted was you to hold me tight, tell me I'm safe within you. I wanted to weep in your arms till I forget why. But.. You know.. Your heartbeat is my cue.. when I hold you tight.. it whispers 'you're home'! But the forehead kiss tells a different story. It confuses my heart. 'Cause I can't look into your eyes so closely. Why.. maybe 'cause I'm too scared that you'll read me and know my vulnerabilities. You're becoming a part of me. A habit, A need. Though you're not supposed to know this. I couldn't keep it inside anymore. Just so you know.. Tonight...